xmas time

will be time for much neglected prayer, as well as spending time with family. *reflection* hope to be at peace with mind,body,soul.

gavin poured silver metal at 11:13 AM. |

submissive spirit, ne'est ce'pas?

currently blasting "the calling" in my room, going out to collect the thumbdrive soon. hope its worth blowing my budget for her.*shrugs*, well its ok considering i didn't spend much this month and have a nice healthy bank account. save so much money for what heh.been kinda tiring week as usual but feel much better today, more recharged.

i'm a thinker, not an accurate and very focused one, but a thinker no doubt. and it drives me nuts. had an extended pseudo family dinner last night but din really care much for it. just show my face for half an hour, grab-a-bite, and *poof* vanish. think my dad's accustomed to it.heh thank god i no longer feel so depressed as often these days. i owe this to my much-found happiness in NIE. good frens, xiaomeis and china doll.

i'm proud to be with a person like her for all her supposed quirks, she is the soothing influence for me w her peaceful ways. not that i ain't quirky too, but am happy we get along well together. i'm definitely more submissive around her, much different from the "no-holds-barred" approach i take during my workshops.just ranted at a coupla of senior volunteers yesterday midway through one of my workshops. don't care who you are, everyone has to keep quiet and pay attention. esp when i'm conducting. sighez so teacher-like haha.

i'm startin to forget what my original hair colour was already. just dyed it for the 3rd time in six months yesterday.kinda dark grey though its supposed to be ash blonde. think i have a more dignified look, perhaps the principal image she teased me abt will come true?

gavin poured silver metal at 1:28 PM. |