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a letter in morality to myself
you think your smart don't you? no one told you the truth but deep down you experienced it before and know it without anyone telling you about it. i know she lied to you before but what gives you the right to probe around again when you know how damn good you are at it. sure, you asked her casually before, knowing about the truth, yet all you got was a diversion, a smokescreen.how did it make you feel? you think the lying stung deep, so much that it forced you to play your hand. your always sticking your nose in, sniffing around for details, and making accurate inferences. does being right give you any satisfaction in anyway? you've been through so many people, seen so many things, explored so many of them and dissected their characters,personalities, and capabilities apart. morally, it certainly is wrong to dig out a person's cordoned-off life. the trespassing makes you feel like crap to find out her secrets, yet it fills you with more concern than ever at her hurt and gratitfication that she's opening up more.maybe she is just simple, and your making her out to be complicated for your own mental stimuli? whatever it is, i will pray for her and show concern for her as much as i possibly can. she deserves it though she may not want the need for over-reliance. |
blogger Name: gavin |
