Friday, September 30, 2005

regenesis

juz finished a chockfull load of assignments and presentations. ain't gonna lament how i didnt blog in ages but will just get on with life..haha.

after this exhausting period, can finally take a short break and the accumulated reflections settle in. i realise how lucky i am, albeit to being born with a silver spoon in my mouth. i have the $$ to do the things i want, all the time and freedom allowed to me in lieu of my responsibility...yet life somehow it perhaps is kinda monotonous for a free flowing gemini such as myself.

sometimes i just feel so self conscious when i tell people about my family. 3 cars, 5-room flat and a condo> life has been so good in recent years. yet despite not being rich, lying in the upper middle class eicholon of society does have its repercussions. i get scrutinized for buying new stuff, signing my gold card and never lamenting abt a short of $$. frankly i think its being prudent that gives me this benefit. i don't eat at fancy restaurants and prefer hawker food mostly. even though i drive almost everyday, i seldom hit $50 on basic necessities per week. so tht leaves a lot of room for clothes, electronic goods and the occasional dress watch. have started a penchant for watches this year.

so what lies in store for me? i think i'm too self centred and absorped to care much abt the outside world.which is why i'm hoping for a regenesis sometime in future :)

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Name: gavin
Likes: open air; music; peace; facts; trust; hope, walking, contacts, silver
Peeves: airheads; indecisiveness; arrogance; pretence; being nervous; bad nights; emotions; people telling me what to do
Star Sign: Dual-natured,elusive Gemini
Common fact: hot tempered optimist
Quirks: drifts in and out of...everything
Needs: conscientiousness morality
Seen as: aloof yet nice